- You decide when you are going to start a diet...meaning some future date. It is a perfectly timed decision.
- If you have decided that you get some sort of treat, it doesn't matter if you are hungry or not...you are going to eat that treat.
- You mislead yourself on how many calories consumed in any given day.
- You can tell when you are "not doing well" because you kinda hate yourself.
- You can tell when you are "doing well" because you feel happy and in control.
- If a plan is not in place, you often make bad choices about food.
- You're always conscious of how much space you take up or how much space is available to you.
- You would never step up on a grocery bottom shelf to reach the top shelf.
- You would never "jump" to sit on a table or a chair for fear of breaking it.
- You have a completely messed up idea of clothing and sizes.
Things that do not necessarily indicate you are a Fat Girl:
- Your weight.
I feel like crap. I'm so out of control and it doesn't feel good. I'm way smaller than I was when I originally started this journey, but in my head, I feel bigger.
I'm now taking control. Tomorrow:
- I'm starting my month of Fresh Diet. If for some reason on a day, I can't eat my Fresh Diet food, I must log my food.
- I'm starting my new running program.
Happy New Year!
Man I know those feelings! Me = Fat Girl
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